it has been a while

bismillah..

hye.. its been a long time since i last updated my dearest blog.. hurm, it's not like i'm too busy with my colleges life or what so over.. it just my heart felt like not to write.. actually, there's a lot of thing i wanna share and express my feeling since sometimes i recognize that i'm a bit emotionally lately.. huh.. here it come again, talking nonsense!..okey now i'm being serious.. i've visit somebody blog just now and i found that she is really great in writing english.. i'm absolutely impress and proud of her.. i wish i could be that way too.. i wanna be good in english especially in writing and talking.. moreover expert in writing and talking in english will help me in most of my subjects in university.. so, i'm not feel like dying in BEL classes..hehehe
but seriously, i found it a bit hard for me since now all my subjects is in english.. even i understand all those things that being thought (actually not all but most of them la) and just with my lousy grammar, but i still hardly to do excellence in writing.. when i read back my answer script, it sound likes kindergarten essay yknow.. ouhh..that sucks.. and for sure the lecturer would lough like crazy soon after reading my answer.. ;p
enough for that.. start from mow i'm going to improve my skills.. yeah i know i've been talking about this things ever since i'm in high school but until now my mission still can't be accomplished.. please pray for my success.. peace yeah!! :D