First of all, this post is not related to anyone or any other related parties in my life. It is just a sharing session regarding my perception towards boys. Or more appropriate is, a guy.. I'm not giving bad judgement to them. Sometimes I act like that because I'm perceiving myself. Secure my dignity, my pride. To guys, don't easily think that all girls are crazy on you and to girls as well, don't act like you don't have any pride. I admit that girls need guys and vise verse.
I'm writing here is because i don't know where else should i express this. I'm not simply hate guys and not also easily fall into their love trap. Sometimes, i just can't except that they're over react when they're nothing to us. It is acceptable if you're my friends. But please, limit the joke.. This kind of things are not even funny especially when it comes to sensitive issues. I do have feelings.
If I think that i can't accept the actions, i will try to avoid it. Okey, I'm not avoiding guys just because i hate them. But in certain situation, it is because i can't face them anymore due to certain action that they had done. To some extent, i feel afraid in bumping with them. So, to be safe, i will turn my self and make sure that they forget me and didn't realize that i exist in this world. I'm not putting the blame on that particular guy. I know, they're human what.. and they do have feelings. But, for me it can't be help.. It is just that i feel shame to myself because i'm not brave enough in telling the truth. Yeah, reality hurts the most.
Sometimes, i just don't understand why people simply say love if they didn't mean it. If you have intention on marrying other person, don't ever try to say love to anyone until you've found the true one.
No hard feeling No hurt feeling ... Peace
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