Me and My Broken Heart

Assalamualaikum...

Hye friends...

So, how you're doing? Hopefully everybody are fine. me.. yeah fine.. just having a hectic life as a students. Gonna ask you guys something.. have you ever feel a broken heart.. like your heart are crash into pieces..

This is what i feel right now.. it is not because of love or what. but just..maybe friends.. A friend that i really treasure and suddenly turn to be someone else.. someone that i think far away like what i used to know him/her.. hurmmm.. :( a feeling that hardly to describe.. maybe i expect too much.. at first, it just fine for me.. but when time goes by, he/she started not to talk to me.. yeah me myself not even start the conversation..maybe that my fault as well. but i'm a bit awkward now to talk to him/her.. it feels like stranger now between us.. and what makes me feel more irritated is that, now she/he not even looking at me.. i smile at you.. and when i realize you turn your face away.. my heart cry.. T.T Maybe we can't be like what we used to be before. The time when you treat me like your true friend, share your stories, buying me delicious food and what not... it just a memories now.. a memories that hardly for me to erase..

Anyway, i wanna thanks you for spending those precious time with me.. i would never forget your kindness. and sorry if i do wrong and that make us apart..

Tears of blood fall from my broken heart 

I never thought we would be apart

When you held me you said "forever"

Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"

If you leave someone at least tell them why, because what's more painful than being abandoned; is knowing you're not worth an explanation.

I Miss You

I miss you..

I miss the moment we share what we have together..

I miss the time when we joke around.. 

I miss everything that i could not even have it now..

and i know that bit by bit you go far far away from me

but i really hope that you will never forget me even if we are thousands miles apart..

you know what, i really appreciate our friendship :)

Judgmental :(

Bismillah...

First of all, this post is not related to anyone or any other related parties in my life. It is just a sharing session regarding my perception towards boys. Or more appropriate is, a guy.. I'm not giving bad judgement to them. Sometimes I act like that because I'm perceiving myself. Secure my dignity, my pride. To guys, don't easily think that all girls are crazy on you and to girls as well, don't act like you don't have any pride. I admit that girls need guys and vise verse. 

I'm writing here is because i don't know where else should i express this. I'm not simply hate guys and not also easily fall into their love trap. Sometimes, i just can't except that they're over react when they're nothing to us. It is acceptable if you're my friends. But please, limit the joke.. This kind of things are not even funny especially when it comes to sensitive issues. I do have feelings. 

If I think that i can't accept the actions, i will try to avoid it. Okey, I'm not avoiding guys just because i hate them. But in certain situation, it is because i can't face them anymore due to certain action that they had done. To some extent, i feel afraid in bumping with them. So, to be safe, i will turn my self and make sure that they forget me and didn't realize that i exist in this world. I'm not putting the blame on that particular guy. I know, they're human what.. and they do have feelings. But, for me it can't be help.. It is just that i feel shame to myself because i'm not brave enough in telling the truth. Yeah, reality hurts the most. 

Sometimes, i just don't understand why people simply say love if they didn't mean it. If you have intention on marrying other person, don't ever try to say love to anyone until you've found the true one. 

No hard feeling No hurt feeling ... Peace

PETRONAS YoungStars Day 2014

Bismillah..

Hello, friends! As you guys can see the title, I attended the PETRONAS YoungStars Day 2014 at PETRONAS Leadership Centre, Bangi. It's actually the PETRONAS scholarship interview and assessments. Yeah, the name of the event is really nice actually and sounds much cooler... Hehehe!

This interview is for undergraduate programme (overseas). I just trying my luck there and gain experience. During the assessment, I've been through two interview. The first is individual. We have to speak for around 10 minutes on the case study given. The next is group interview. It is more like presentation on the case study given. We have to convince our group members on our proposal and all of them must agree to only one best proposal. So, it took about 20-30 minutes. It was such a good experience for me. Unfortunately, i didn't manage to get the scholarship. Maybe it is not my luck and there's someone much more better than me. :) I'm very grateful to be part of the participants. 

name tag 

karangan hari ini!!!

hyep...again..nk merapu..so, harini sja nk buat rajin tulis karanagn..dulu time skolah bila ckgu suh buat karangan ja mula la jadi malas....kekeek..walaupun kadang2 karangan tu dah siap dgn rangka dah!!

so lets start!! CHUBALL!! (version minho dlm OMS)

Kerja Saya Sebagai Seorang Penyemak Notisfication Chingu

      Pada suatu hari...ada la dua org chingu ni yg bernama N & N...mereka ini sangat lah boring sehingga tatau nk buat apa dahh...tetiba timbul satu idea nk mengganggu chingu2 yg lain..apakah yg mereka lakukan??ha...mereka asalnya tgh chat antara mereka sahaja..tetapi, yg boleh dpt idea nk menyemak notisfication chingu2 lain sebab yg sorang N ni mention seorang chingu yg bernama F utk bg suggestion dkt N yg satu lagi berkenaan soalan yg ditanya..huhu..dan yg N tu pun menjawab dgn mention juga nama F tu... asal duk comment ja mesti mention nama F tu..lama2, N tu kata dkt N sorang lagi, kesian dkt F sbb kita dk menyemak notisfication dia..sambil still duk tag nma F tu...dan akhirnya N pun ajak stop sbb kesian sgt2 dah setelah bnyk mention dilakukan.. tapi N sorang lagi still tak bg stop sbb dia ajak kacau chingu yg bernama A pulak..so.. kerja mention-menention utk A dimulakan...besiap sedialah wahai A kerana notisfication kamu akan diserang oleh N & N yg tak da kerja ni.. mmg dah gelong habis lah dua org chingu ni...tapi..A ni pun tak bagi respond juga..kalau A ni bagi respond keja2 ini akan diteruskan sehinggalah lembik tangan!!! tp memandangkan A ni tak dok dpn lappy..kerja2 menyemakkan notisfication chingu tergendala setakat itu sahaja..harap kerja ini boleh diteruskan di masa akan datang..ia memberi banyak kebaikan kerana dpt exercise jari2 yg kaku & beku setelah lama tak menulis...
sekian daripada N yg bermasalah...jumpa lagi..bye3...

ni lah hasil hikayat budak yg gelong+boring+tak da kerja...

with love

~nadia~

bOriNg LikE cRazY

hye...i'm here again today..
i have a question??? do you like to open facebook or twitter or blog account as you online??
huh..what the **** the q is...kekekeke..
i don't know whats wrong with me..
bile online je mesti malas nk buka semua tu...
boleh kata sampai dah jadi hutan rimba belantara la...puas nk mencucinya...kekeke
and my penyakit skrg ni...hari2 online tp mesti buka youtube...
tau tak bwt pa?? layan k-pop laa!!!
tgk variety show yg paling best!!! wow daebak... :D
lately ni tgh addicted dgn 2pm & infinate!!!
waaaaa...wooyoung & L is the best...hansome +cute+everything lah...
whoooaaaa.i'm melting...
rasa mcm nk jerit biar satu dunia dengar....kekeke
ermm.time i tgk variety show tu..wooyoung ada cakap...
ada la sorang budak ni tgh naik metro(train)..then, dia cakap dkt kawan dia yg dia minat 2PM..
tp dia tak perasan pn time tu wooyoung & jaypark(pak jebon) ada kat blakang dia...
hahuhuhuu..ruginya!!! klau dia tau mesti dia jerit kan...

so. i really hope that someday i can't meet my k-pop artist...
kalau la ada chance p korea..then accidently jumpa mereka2 tu...huhu
speechless ;p mesti jadi crazy habis lah...huhu best2...(tgh berangan ni)
ha..mula dah budak ni merapu...cukup2..STOP!
opsss..dah 11.30 la..got to go..
see ya..bye3

with love
~nadia~

sooo...i'm back!!

anyeong bloggie!! it has been a while i didn't look for you..sorry baby..
i'm bit busy..huhu..(ceh busy konon)
yeah..finally my big great mighty exam already finished...whhhoooooaaaaa!! i'm so excited..
so! its time to enjoy!!! goodbye school world...
hurm...what i gonna talk about now??? my freaking life???
oh, i think thats not interesting...hahaha..

any suggestion??? HAAA!!
my plan after this is.....

• learn driving
• cooking
• learn mandarin (if there an available class)
• go shopping
• vication
  
• watch k-pop

i think thats all for now... huhuhu...
owhhh...boring... what i'm wanna do now?? please help me!!
i thougth that not going to school would be awesome...
but, now..i felt lonely...no more friends, jokes, teachers..
wooooo..i really miss them..

with love
~nadia~